I sat down after Christmas Day and wrote this to my son.
Everyone in the family wants you to know we are here if you need us. This is not just your problem, it is our problem together. We are all experiencing 'the crack crap' as well as the emotional and mental dysfunction it causes.
We do not know everything but we know enough. We do not have the answer or answers. We will constantly seek for them or it. We stumble and falter and briefly give up. But we get back up and begin again.
Our support may seem meaningless to you especially as we travel further along in this and try and choose the support in areas we have learned is not helpful to you. Our support will have to come in your faith that it is there, and it does mean something.
We have made mistakes collectively and individually. We believe in the successes not the failures. Divine intervention needs its place, not just when all else fails, but to believe that there is an answer.
I felt very much alone writing this. I needed to write it. I knew the family in their hearts did feel this way, but had really given up on him. Why then could not I?
I also found George Medzerian' s book. It opened a door inside me that would allow me to continue being a partner in my son's fight with crackcocaine. It gave me a role and function, which made sense. A way I could live with his crack-crap. The new point of view allowed this.
George Medzerian is an adjunct professor at the University of West Florida.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Must Do List
1. Research and Study both our websites:
www.devilscandy.com and www.crackcocainerecovery.com
2. Listen to Recorded Radio Shows every day: 75 Day Radio Show List Page
3. Join our Freedom Forum and write in it daily: Freedom Forum
4. Follow The Crack Don’ts exactly as described: The Crack Don'ts
5. Believe our 13 Beliefs have the power to conquer crack: 13 Beliefs
6. Purchase our Guaranteed Quit Crack Power Tools: Quit Crack
7. Get your FREE Journal and use it daily: FREE Journals
8. Call us for instructions before a crack episode catastrophe. Contact Us
9. Recruit a Crack Attacking Team: Questions and Answers
10. Listen to Todd's music: Todd's Music
www.devilscandy.com and www.crackcocainerecovery.com
2. Listen to Recorded Radio Shows every day: 75 Day Radio Show List Page
3. Join our Freedom Forum and write in it daily: Freedom Forum
4. Follow The Crack Don’ts exactly as described: The Crack Don'ts
5. Believe our 13 Beliefs have the power to conquer crack: 13 Beliefs
6. Purchase our Guaranteed Quit Crack Power Tools: Quit Crack
7. Get your FREE Journal and use it daily: FREE Journals
8. Call us for instructions before a crack episode catastrophe. Contact Us
9. Recruit a Crack Attacking Team: Questions and Answers
10. Listen to Todd's music: Todd's Music
Friday, November 09, 2007
The Crack Monster
Feeling possessed by the crack-bite is the loneliest, darkest, sickest, most ugly gnawing and truly captivating all consuming demonic place to be.
It is not in any religion that an answer can be found. Answers start to formulate when we develop a relationship with printed words of powerful healing truths.
Smoking crack cocaine will devour everything and everybody that is willing to let it. Crack cocaine holds no boundaries. It does not care about your age, your race, or your status and could care less as to what you do and how you live.
It is not in any religion that an answer can be found. Answers start to formulate when we develop a relationship with printed words of powerful healing truths.
Smoking crack cocaine will devour everything and everybody that is willing to let it. Crack cocaine holds no boundaries. It does not care about your age, your race, or your status and could care less as to what you do and how you live.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Devil's Candy
It is just as it was and will always be just as it is.
It is amazing to me now, that person that I used to
be. I am so thankful that I have an opportunity to
share what has been given to me. I am very blessed
to be alive and able to extend myself through my
truths and experiences to reach out and tell the truth
about crack-cocaine. Everything imaginable to
prevent me from doing this has manifested. Simply
realizing where the “Devil’s Candy” IS coming from,
helps in understanding the spiritual battle over my
soul and spirit. At times it is an onslaught. Like a
wave of evil. Presented in such a sweet form of candy
to the neurotransmitters in one’s brain…
It is amazing to me now, that person that I used to
be. I am so thankful that I have an opportunity to
share what has been given to me. I am very blessed
to be alive and able to extend myself through my
truths and experiences to reach out and tell the truth
about crack-cocaine. Everything imaginable to
prevent me from doing this has manifested. Simply
realizing where the “Devil’s Candy” IS coming from,
helps in understanding the spiritual battle over my
soul and spirit. At times it is an onslaught. Like a
wave of evil. Presented in such a sweet form of candy
to the neurotransmitters in one’s brain…
Monday, November 05, 2007
A State of Mind...if you have one left.
Agape Love; unconditional love, a perfect feat of
balance. Not just a state of mind, but a state of doing.
One we often dream of obtaining. One, we can easily
assume we live in naturally. Seems most of us do not
get the opportunity to practice it.
I stumbled unaware into it. At the time I was so
absorbed in the terror and desperation of events,
surrounding my crack-head son. Agape Love as a
motivation or end result was not even on my mind.
Crack-cocaine does take you over and
possess your body, soul and spirit. Crack-cocaine
goes as far as completely possessing and then
destroying your body, mind and spirit.
Giving in to the urges to smoke crack-cocaine is
such a vicious cycle controlled by powers that want
nothing more than to possess and destroy all life,
even by flying planes filled with people into
buildings filled with more people.
balance. Not just a state of mind, but a state of doing.
One we often dream of obtaining. One, we can easily
assume we live in naturally. Seems most of us do not
get the opportunity to practice it.
I stumbled unaware into it. At the time I was so
absorbed in the terror and desperation of events,
surrounding my crack-head son. Agape Love as a
motivation or end result was not even on my mind.
Crack-cocaine does take you over and
possess your body, soul and spirit. Crack-cocaine
goes as far as completely possessing and then
destroying your body, mind and spirit.
Giving in to the urges to smoke crack-cocaine is
such a vicious cycle controlled by powers that want
nothing more than to possess and destroy all life,
even by flying planes filled with people into
buildings filled with more people.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Must Be Easier to Smoke Crack than Donig Our Program Exactly
Hmmm...seems our program is too tough.
I have thought about fluffing it up but am not sure exactly what that would mean. Could mean we give in and crackheads are ultimately right. Even though they have never gone without crack for more than at least a year ? probably less... the answers are just flowing, for example: I have been clean again (after a close-killing-binge) for less than 25 days and I get to drive a vehicle. Even though it was stated how difficult it is on the job to be vehicle-less, this was from either boredom or someone not willing to assist in following this program exactly. "Those that do not support how (I) need to do this program must step back"...this means YES we might be bored and alone which again is going against this program.
CONCLUSION: The DVC Minsistry Program works to be free forever from the possession of crack cocaine...BUT it is way too difficult to do.
Hmmm...seems our program is to tough.
The CrackConqueror
I have thought about fluffing it up but am not sure exactly what that would mean. Could mean we give in and crackheads are ultimately right. Even though they have never gone without crack for more than at least a year ? probably less... the answers are just flowing, for example: I have been clean again (after a close-killing-binge) for less than 25 days and I get to drive a vehicle. Even though it was stated how difficult it is on the job to be vehicle-less, this was from either boredom or someone not willing to assist in following this program exactly. "Those that do not support how (I) need to do this program must step back"...this means YES we might be bored and alone which again is going against this program.
CONCLUSION: The DVC Minsistry Program works to be free forever from the possession of crack cocaine...BUT it is way too difficult to do.
Hmmm...seems our program is to tough.
The CrackConqueror
Friday, November 02, 2007
75 Days
How the 75 Day Program Works
This program may take more than once to fully detoxify the possession of crack cocaine from your soul.
1. NOT following the rules and instructions exactly as described in this program will directly affect the outcome and results of learning how to squash the crack cocaine urges.
2. Believe crack cocaine is the devils candy and act like it.
3. Understand and accept this is a spiritual battle for your soul.
4. Learn the crack-attacking scriptures, and attack crack with them.
5. Carry the 75 Day Booklet with you at ALL times. No excuse’s not to.
6. Practicing faith and earning trust are essential components in our actions, words, willingness to change and being able to see those results.
7. We expect and accept anything that works to attack crack only.
8. Do not be ashamed or shy about saying the powerful words of healing truths in this booklet loud enough for anyone to hear, including the enemy.
9. Spend more time doing this 75 Day Program a day than thinking, searching, lying, conniving or anything else going towards or about crack cocaine.
10. Do not go ahead. Stay on the day you are on. You may go back to a different day to find power over crack cocaine, but DO NOT GO FORWARD. After the first time through this book, if a second, third or more times are needed, then you can use any day that helps after doing the days in order (like the first time through), then using any other day after for extra power.
11. Get really pissed-off at crack cocaine. Get so angry it will be okay to yell at crack cocaine. Go ahead and yell at crack. Try it and start attacking crack.
12. Commit to God’s word and to this 75 Day Program until you’re free from crack cocaine possession forever. This program will work when you work it. It has never failed me and it will not fail you. You can fail the program but the program will NOT fail you.
13. REMEMBER: Stopping the madness of smoking crack cocaine sometimes gets worse before it gets better. Knowing this helps in how long it will take for you to get serious about finding a life crack-free! The stranglehold from crack cocaine tightens before it loosens, especially now that this journey has begun.
Crack cocaine can be conquered and destroyed forever!
Let your journey begin!
This program may take more than once to fully detoxify the possession of crack cocaine from your soul.
1. NOT following the rules and instructions exactly as described in this program will directly affect the outcome and results of learning how to squash the crack cocaine urges.
2. Believe crack cocaine is the devils candy and act like it.
3. Understand and accept this is a spiritual battle for your soul.
4. Learn the crack-attacking scriptures, and attack crack with them.
5. Carry the 75 Day Booklet with you at ALL times. No excuse’s not to.
6. Practicing faith and earning trust are essential components in our actions, words, willingness to change and being able to see those results.
7. We expect and accept anything that works to attack crack only.
8. Do not be ashamed or shy about saying the powerful words of healing truths in this booklet loud enough for anyone to hear, including the enemy.
9. Spend more time doing this 75 Day Program a day than thinking, searching, lying, conniving or anything else going towards or about crack cocaine.
10. Do not go ahead. Stay on the day you are on. You may go back to a different day to find power over crack cocaine, but DO NOT GO FORWARD. After the first time through this book, if a second, third or more times are needed, then you can use any day that helps after doing the days in order (like the first time through), then using any other day after for extra power.
11. Get really pissed-off at crack cocaine. Get so angry it will be okay to yell at crack cocaine. Go ahead and yell at crack. Try it and start attacking crack.
12. Commit to God’s word and to this 75 Day Program until you’re free from crack cocaine possession forever. This program will work when you work it. It has never failed me and it will not fail you. You can fail the program but the program will NOT fail you.
13. REMEMBER: Stopping the madness of smoking crack cocaine sometimes gets worse before it gets better. Knowing this helps in how long it will take for you to get serious about finding a life crack-free! The stranglehold from crack cocaine tightens before it loosens, especially now that this journey has begun.
Crack cocaine can be conquered and destroyed forever!
Let your journey begin!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Day 2
Right at this moment you are away from the madness. Create a file of this feeling in your head and file this reality feeling away for future reference.
The time you are spending starting this journey to better your life is not wasted. Any time spent on crack cocaine in any capacity is wasted. You might be feeling like all this is a waste of time, but it is at this moment not a waste of time. Time spent on crack cocaine wastes so much time and right now you have no way of knowing exactly how much. No more wasting time on crack cocaine.
~ 1 Peter 4:3 ~
For you have spent enough time in the past doing what pagans choose to do—living in debauchery, lust, drunkenness, orgies, carousing and detestable idolatry.
Quip of the day: Instead of counting your days, make each day count.
The time you are spending starting this journey to better your life is not wasted. Any time spent on crack cocaine in any capacity is wasted. You might be feeling like all this is a waste of time, but it is at this moment not a waste of time. Time spent on crack cocaine wastes so much time and right now you have no way of knowing exactly how much. No more wasting time on crack cocaine.
~ 1 Peter 4:3 ~
For you have spent enough time in the past doing what pagans choose to do—living in debauchery, lust, drunkenness, orgies, carousing and detestable idolatry.
Quip of the day: Instead of counting your days, make each day count.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Day 1
This day is the beginning of changing your current life. This is just the beginning so relax; everything will work out according to God’s perfect plan.
Close your eyes and gently visualize the opposite of the madness that got you to Day 1 of this journey. Find the relax mode inside yourself. Breathe deep and slow. On one time of breathing like this, hold the air in for 10 seconds counting slowly. Then force yourself to let it out VERY slow. Feel how relaxing that is? This feeling will be very important throughout this journey. Learn this technique and remember this feeling. Repeat this as often as necessary to keep as relaxed as possible under the circumstances cause from smoking crack cocaine.
~ 1 Corinthians 3:1,2 ~
Brothers, I could not address you as spiritual but as worldly—mere infants in Christ. I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready
Quip of the day: Dear God: Please help me become the person my dog thinks I am.
Close your eyes and gently visualize the opposite of the madness that got you to Day 1 of this journey. Find the relax mode inside yourself. Breathe deep and slow. On one time of breathing like this, hold the air in for 10 seconds counting slowly. Then force yourself to let it out VERY slow. Feel how relaxing that is? This feeling will be very important throughout this journey. Learn this technique and remember this feeling. Repeat this as often as necessary to keep as relaxed as possible under the circumstances cause from smoking crack cocaine.
~ 1 Corinthians 3:1,2 ~
Brothers, I could not address you as spiritual but as worldly—mere infants in Christ. I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready
Quip of the day: Dear God: Please help me become the person my dog thinks I am.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Against Crack
Well...what did you do to attack crack today so far? Oh you have not...yet. Well what are you waiting for, crack to attack you? Why take that chance and wait. We know crack is going to attack. We know crack does not care. We know that if you wait...crack will get you...for it is not if, but when crack will attack you. So go ahead, take a chance and attack crack first.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Saturday, July 01, 2006
12 Steps Do Not Work for Professional Crackheads
Why? Because there is not one scripture in any part of this fellowship. Why? Because this was formed by a drunk for atheist drunks. When we choose a God and form and shape this God to suite a lifestyle and say something like I am a born again Gay Christian, it is like saying I am an active crackhead and you CAN trust me with your money and valuables! When we read DO NOT LAY WITH A MAN LIKE YOU WOULD WITH A WOMAN, THIS IS DETESTABLE...what part of what word do I have the incorrect meaning of? Hey I know let's change it to mean "I do not WANT to lay with a woman, therefore that would be detestable because that is not what I WANT to do so I will lay with a man because I WANT to so that is not detestable because it is what I WANT to do. There...that's better.
Todd
The non-gay non-smoking non-possessed non-12 step non-crackhead crackhead
www.devilscandy.com
www.crackcocainerecovery.com
Todd
The non-gay non-smoking non-possessed non-12 step non-crackhead crackhead
www.devilscandy.com
www.crackcocainerecovery.com
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Why Not Crack Anonymous?
Maybe because 12 steps do not work to conquer crack possession. Oh maybe for abstinence but not for complete freedom. How about the new 12 steps of Crackaholics Anonymous? If we can invent a disease for whatever we have such as road rage, and push the responsibility towards anything but ourselves, then big money happens except not in your pockett. The new IED's that are insurance accepted brings us to an all time low regarding diseases of addiction that really do not exist anyway. So hey, then why not Crackaholics anonymous! Rageaholics anonymous! I don't want to do Thataholics anonymous! Eat stupid foodaholics anonymous! Just plain stupidaholics anonymous! Wait this is it...Anonymously Anonymous Anonymous! Hi I am Todd and I am an Anonymous Anonymous....Hi To_ _...oops your supposed to be anonymous, stupid!
Monday, June 26, 2006
Compassion Does Not Mean Acceptance
A deep awareness of your suffering is the compassion I have. I pity the possession you feel. I understand how demonic crack is and because of this understanding I know how to stop this demonic madness dead in its tracks. Are you ready to do what it takes for freedom forever or just ready to ease the chaos long enough to get a better crack smoking-plan? Until your are completely ready for complete freedom, crack will have its way with you litle by little then in huge chunks out of your life. Are you completely ready? If so click on this link, www.devilscandy.com or this link, www.crackcocainerecovery.com do what they say, trust our 27 years dealing directly and specifically with crack cocaine and you will find freedom from crack cocaine possession. Then it is up to you to keep that freedom and pay your price for your freedom. We do not know what that is, but it has to be worth it, don't ya think?
Monday, June 19, 2006
Great Day To NOT Smoke Crack Cocaine
Well today is a great day to NOT smoke crack. How are you going to do that? Do you have a road map for that journey? Do you even know where to find that? This treasure can be found. What treasure? Complete freedom from crack cocaine possession, forever! How do we know this? We have over 27 years experience with direct involvment with crack cocaine on a daily basis both smoking and attacking and now COMPLETELY FREE FOREVER. We continue to be the same as we have been and always will be...because we know the truth about crack cocaine and have our websites to expose that truth. It is up to you to believe, follow, trust and try what will work. This is of course ONLY when you work the 75 Day Do-It-Yourself Guide correctly. Otherwise the only reason to not follow a proven and effective program, is ONLY because deep inside your soul you are still planning a crack-episode. In other words you are not ready to NOT smoke crack cocaine.
Todd
www.devilscandy.com
www.crackcocainerecovery.com
Todd
www.devilscandy.com
www.crackcocainerecovery.com
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Friday, June 16, 2006
Let's Keep Crack Cocaine Not Tied To Anything
It is amazing how many crackheads cannot handle the truth. And 12 steppers...WOW are they sensitive to THEIR "program" being the way, the truth and the lifestyle they love, because hey it IS better than smoking crack! Then we have being gay with a small "g". If crack is an issue, we need to look at ALL parts that may be holding us back from freedom and the truth. Just think...one can follow scripture and stop the madness of smoking crack cocaine. Just think...one can follow scripture and see that programs that admit defeat and WILL NOT support scriptures will keep crack cocaine doing what it does best, destroy. Just think...one can follow scripture and see that laying with the same sex is detestable to God, of course that is until YOU change the words to suit your life so it becomes OK and has nothing to do with crack or "drugs" except that the connection and "tie" that I am pointing out is that THE SCRIPTURES being the truth and the way to set one free is the same for all 3 items mentioned. So we still cannot connect being gay, going to meetings for a disease and smoking crack and becoming a crackhead having nothing to do with one another? Hmmm...let us think again.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Smoking Crack Cocaine Is Not A Disease
When we put all addictions in a box and call them diseases, we do get benefits, disabilities and a life time label of never getting rid of any addiction. This is completely false and stated without any financial motivation or benefit. Smoking crack cocaine is not a disease. OK maybe the disease of stupidity. Good news is this so called disease has a cure. Don't smoke crack, your kids depend on it.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Crack cocaine is the devilscandy.
Believing this is just the start. Acting like it, is the beginning. Continued faith by actions will guide you to freedom from crack. Thinking that crack is just another drug or just another sin as we say a drug is a drug and all sins are the same is what the enemy loves most. What we do know is crack cocaine is the devils candy. Until we ALL believe that and act that and have actions that attack crack before it attacks you is what this is all about. Nothing more, nothing less.
Todd
Todd
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Blogging Against Crack
Again we just want another day free from crack. How do we do it? There are many ways. Some do a complete job, some just for a day at a time. Both do good. One is a life style filled with daily requirements directly towards the specific "situation". Ours will bring you freedom that you will have to hang onto, or continue to do the crack-spin. You can make a choice. You do have the power over powerlessness. I am proof of that.
Todd
Todd
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