Saturday, April 09, 2011

The Insanity of Crack Cocaine

The insanity of smoking crack and doing nothing else but smoking crack every awake moment of everyday is maddening. I had a relentless desire to smoke crack at any and all expense

17 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi! just finding this website and it is truly helpful.

Anonymous said...

boy, can i ever relate, i spent half my life living a 24 hour crack existence, what a waste. I know now that its not to late to turn that around. todd u did it, your an inspiration

BodyPerkz said...

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOoooooooooooooooooTIRED!!!!

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Anonymous said...

I have been on crack along time I need hellp I hurt so bad I have been thinking about suicide alot

Anonymous said...

I'm blessed and highly favored you are turning my water Into wine you are exalerating me through life in Jesus name I pray amen. I refuse to continue to live like this I am a child of god and I am better and I will do better by trusting in my lord savor . If I put forth a little effort he got the test .

Anonymous said...

Oooooo- I need help fell again...lost a good job, but not the apt. But talking to roommate/ ex gf about moving out.....

Le Tonie said...

Hi, I am trying to quit smoking crack. I lost my wife, and I can not see my 2 years old daughter. I am about to loose my job. I really want to stop, but I am frustrated cause' all my promises, efforts, and desires, go to the toilet in just a second. I hate myself because not being able to remember the suffering and the terror of the last time I smoked, and act in consequence.

Anonymous said...

I have been in and out of crack use for several years. I always manage to struggle out of it and come clean for long periods. I started buying 1/4 kilos from Latinos in Atlanta area in 1987. We just bought it and snorted it sold the rest. One day when no powder was avaliable, my cohort said lets go get some black dope. Hell, I did not know what I was in for. I just had a bad relapse with the strongest crack I have ever had. This stuff will grab you by the balls. HELP ME TODD 706-996-0120 send me an invitation brother.

Anonymous said...

Are you ok now? I'm struggling too and I just want to be done forever

Anonymous said...

I am struggling too. I had been abstinent for a year up until a month ago. Since then I have used two to three times a week and my wife has had enough. I already lost one family! I am having such a hard time getting back on track. It is nice to know that I am not alone and that there are people who understand.

Anonymous said...

CRACK. What a horrible twisted drug. I keep trying to get help from a local drug counsling place where i live. called them several times they said they would call back but they dont. No matter how much i say to myself this is it im done. I know deep down that its not going to happen. Im just letting my life spiral out of control. I have a good job a good girl who is gone at basic training who wants me to get help so bad. Im gonna lose both living alone at the moment ive messed up 5 out of every 7 days bills are falling behind ive missed work and friends have all but gave up on me. I really want help!

Gabriel said...

lol.. i love the way you face it. thanks.

Anonymous said...

please someone help me

Anonymous said...

I am so tired of this drug! Do good then 1st sign of hardship I resort to this bullshit! Want more out of life! Help!

Anonymous said...

Wow this site is.....very blunt. I think 12 step programs and work. I mean all drugs keep us in the loop to keep coming back to this one....so why not stop them all as well if applicable. I mean I just read this site for the first time and wow Todd. . could you say crack less... I think just reading it makes people want to use. However. I am in recovery as well. And its either you get busy living or you get busy dying.

Todd Gibson said...

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Crazy Love said...

Oh my! When you mentioned it being an evil entity I can't agree more. My boyfriend of past six years has went from being my hero and best friend to someone possessed by a demon. Everyday this demon gets "fed" and the bigger he grows and the more chaos and insanity he brings home. I just spent several months in the "underworld" feeling like I'm fighting the devil himself as I cling to a memory of this man. Every time I think I have to give up because I can't take it anymore, my boyfriend "appears" for a few hours and I remember why I can't leave him here alone with this demon that has control of him. It is hell, insanity, madness and despair. I don't know what to do anymore so I just Scream and act insane to scare away the dealers and other black demons who come around and hope my love hears me and comes back soon. I'm so terribly sorry for everyone who found themselves living in this hell.
Keep loving. The demons can't stand happiness & love. Music has been a refuge and it keeps the dark away. Go mad with love and keep fighting. ����