Thursday, January 26, 2017
Wednesday, January 18, 2017
It has been 5 years since I was here posting...I am going to start this blog again and this time really use it to help you and help me. See I need more money to run this ministry correctly. That is 1 reason I have not been here. I lost my well paying job 6 years due to a family illness and a take over by an evil person bent on destroying me and my immediate family being my lovely wife and 3 daughters. It did not work...I would say almost but with the peace of Jesus Christ we have prevailed and are now ready to launch a new vicious attack on crack cocaine...so stay tuned and we shall see what happens!
The Crack Conqueror~
The Crack Conqueror~
Saturday, April 09, 2011
The Insanity of Crack Cocaine
The insanity of smoking crack and doing nothing else but smoking crack every awake moment of everyday is maddening. I had a relentless desire to smoke crack at any and all expense
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Crack Cocaine IS the Devil's Candy
What else could it be?
It must be evil!
The Crack Stops here!
www.devilscandy.com
The Crack Conqueror!
a.k.a. Todd
It must be evil!
The Crack Stops here!
www.devilscandy.com
The Crack Conqueror!
a.k.a. Todd
Thursday, November 04, 2010
Monday, June 08, 2009
Ya Know When Ya Know
Why the 75 Day Program?
Where do you start with such a horrible insidious substance? How can I possibly just say words on how to end your madness with crack cocaine and expect that to just happen? Because of the harsh reality of what a stupid punk crackhead I had become, gives me the ability to do just that, give you words to attack crack so you too can conquer crack cocaine and be free forever just like I am. With crack, ya know when ya know.
Where do you start with such a horrible insidious substance? How can I possibly just say words on how to end your madness with crack cocaine and expect that to just happen? Because of the harsh reality of what a stupid punk crackhead I had become, gives me the ability to do just that, give you words to attack crack so you too can conquer crack cocaine and be free forever just like I am. With crack, ya know when ya know.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Day 1
DAY
1
This day is the beginning of changing your current life. This is just the beginning so relax; everything will work out according to God’s perfect plan.
Close your eyes and gently visualize the opposite of the madness that got you to Day 1 of this journey. Find the relax mode inside yourself. Breathe deep and slow. On one time of breathing like this, hold the air in for 10 seconds counting slowly. Then force yourself to let it out VERY slow. Feel how relaxing that is? This feeling will be very important throughout this journey. Learn this technique and remember this feeling. Repeat this as often as necessary to keep as relaxed as possible under the circumstances cause from smoking crack cocaine.
~ 1 Corinthians 3:1,2 ~
Brothers, I could not address you as spiritual but as worldly—mere infants in Christ. I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready.
Quip of the day: Dear God: Please help me become the person my dog thinks I am
1
This day is the beginning of changing your current life. This is just the beginning so relax; everything will work out according to God’s perfect plan.
Close your eyes and gently visualize the opposite of the madness that got you to Day 1 of this journey. Find the relax mode inside yourself. Breathe deep and slow. On one time of breathing like this, hold the air in for 10 seconds counting slowly. Then force yourself to let it out VERY slow. Feel how relaxing that is? This feeling will be very important throughout this journey. Learn this technique and remember this feeling. Repeat this as often as necessary to keep as relaxed as possible under the circumstances cause from smoking crack cocaine.
~ 1 Corinthians 3:1,2 ~
Brothers, I could not address you as spiritual but as worldly—mere infants in Christ. I gave you milk, not solid food, for you were not yet ready for it. Indeed, you are still not ready.
Quip of the day: Dear God: Please help me become the person my dog thinks I am
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Good Morning Crackheads!
Wow!
AND MAKE YA SPELL WRONG! :)
What crack does to an individual is so pathetic.
Can you believe someone who has no more than 4 months clean can palgarize content from my website program and actually think they wrote it?! Unbelieveable. Well not really with crack cocaine. I watched a person go from helping to attacking and stealing. BUT hey w/crack what should I have expected. The evil and deception from this person is so sad to watch. But it matters not as long as you have us to attack crack and we will let "those who steal" pay the price from what comes to thieves, including crackhead thieves which is real easy to understand.
Todd
AND MAKE YA SPELL WRONG! :)
What crack does to an individual is so pathetic.
Can you believe someone who has no more than 4 months clean can palgarize content from my website program and actually think they wrote it?! Unbelieveable. Well not really with crack cocaine. I watched a person go from helping to attacking and stealing. BUT hey w/crack what should I have expected. The evil and deception from this person is so sad to watch. But it matters not as long as you have us to attack crack and we will let "those who steal" pay the price from what comes to thieves, including crackhead thieves which is real easy to understand.
Todd
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Group-Forum-Ministry-Idiots
From Forum:
This ministry is a spiritually supported detoxification format for the process of de-contaminating your body, soul and spirit from the possession of crackcocaine.
Feeling possessed by the crack-bite is the loneliest, darkest, sickest, most ugly gnawing and truly captivating all consuming demonic place to be.
Nothing gets in the way of crack cocaine once it has possession. Standard treatment does not address the extreme possession that does occur during crack cocaine use. From experiences and truths, we need to be careful if we treat crack cocaine just like any other drug. Crack cocaine does take you over and possess your body, soul and spirit. Crack cocaine goes as far as completely possessing and then destroying your body, soul and spirit.
AND we are here to deal with all this stuff...we will do it consistently and with conviction on how it should be done.
I have gotten rid of those who threat to "shut me down" and have gotten rid of 3 "undercover" crackheads lurking around waiting to cause trouble.
I am The Crack Conqueror...I cannot be denied the priviledge of destroying crack cocaine forever!
Watch out crack...we are coming for you!
The Crack Conqueror!
From Group:
I have gotten rid of those who not only want to but theatened to "shut me down"! I also found 3 "undercover" crackheads lurking and waiting to cause trouble. I have banned them and am denying them access to devilscandy.com website at all. They cannot even look at it as of yesterday.
I am sure they will attempt to "get back" in or at me....but I care not. When it comes to our websites and conquering crack...we are not to be messed with. In the last few weeks the enemy has really come at this ministry to attempt to "shut us down" or to keep me hopping away from the mission.
Once again a failed attempt. We are stronger than yesterday. I have really pissed the enemy off...again I care not.
We have God's permission and blessing on this mission that we did not want or choose...but God has a way of doing what HE wants and not us...and from that we have been blessed beyond my wildest crackhead vision.
Do not get me wrong...I am glad we are doing this...it is very horrible and wonderful within seconds of each other sometimes.
We have been given this ministry mission...and we have embraced it right from the beginning. Up until right now 7am 6/17/08 I was not sure of why all the attacks and why I kept going each time a set back came.
This morning I know that answer.
I am the voice against crack and for God.
Could not ask for much better...even though I did not ask.
How stupid of me was that! :)
Crackheads attack!
Todd
Be sure to check out today's audio blog
This ministry is a spiritually supported detoxification format for the process of de-contaminating your body, soul and spirit from the possession of crackcocaine.
Feeling possessed by the crack-bite is the loneliest, darkest, sickest, most ugly gnawing and truly captivating all consuming demonic place to be.
Nothing gets in the way of crack cocaine once it has possession. Standard treatment does not address the extreme possession that does occur during crack cocaine use. From experiences and truths, we need to be careful if we treat crack cocaine just like any other drug. Crack cocaine does take you over and possess your body, soul and spirit. Crack cocaine goes as far as completely possessing and then destroying your body, soul and spirit.
AND we are here to deal with all this stuff...we will do it consistently and with conviction on how it should be done.
I have gotten rid of those who threat to "shut me down" and have gotten rid of 3 "undercover" crackheads lurking around waiting to cause trouble.
I am The Crack Conqueror...I cannot be denied the priviledge of destroying crack cocaine forever!
Watch out crack...we are coming for you!
The Crack Conqueror!
From Group:
I have gotten rid of those who not only want to but theatened to "shut me down"! I also found 3 "undercover" crackheads lurking and waiting to cause trouble. I have banned them and am denying them access to devilscandy.com website at all. They cannot even look at it as of yesterday.
I am sure they will attempt to "get back" in or at me....but I care not. When it comes to our websites and conquering crack...we are not to be messed with. In the last few weeks the enemy has really come at this ministry to attempt to "shut us down" or to keep me hopping away from the mission.
Once again a failed attempt. We are stronger than yesterday. I have really pissed the enemy off...again I care not.
We have God's permission and blessing on this mission that we did not want or choose...but God has a way of doing what HE wants and not us...and from that we have been blessed beyond my wildest crackhead vision.
Do not get me wrong...I am glad we are doing this...it is very horrible and wonderful within seconds of each other sometimes.
We have been given this ministry mission...and we have embraced it right from the beginning. Up until right now 7am 6/17/08 I was not sure of why all the attacks and why I kept going each time a set back came.
This morning I know that answer.
I am the voice against crack and for God.
Could not ask for much better...even though I did not ask.
How stupid of me was that! :)
Crackheads attack!
Todd
Be sure to check out today's audio blog
Sunday, June 15, 2008
From the Forum to You
Good Morning Crackheads,
Because of all this "stuff" lately, I am exhausted...but a good exhausted. Nothing is like the crack-exhaustion.
I am going to do MY Freedom Forum posting from my blog. To SIMPLIFY things from the frantic mommie & crackhead son always changing episodes, it iwll be 2 for the price of 1. Today that is a good deal. A good deal? I thought this was a treatment center...."We are the Home Depot of treatment" :)
This post will be my first on my way to serious blogging against crack.
So Happy Crack Attacking!
We will see you here soon and often...
The Crack Conqueror DVC, CCR, 75913
Because of all this "stuff" lately, I am exhausted...but a good exhausted. Nothing is like the crack-exhaustion.
I am going to do MY Freedom Forum posting from my blog. To SIMPLIFY things from the frantic mommie & crackhead son always changing episodes, it iwll be 2 for the price of 1. Today that is a good deal. A good deal? I thought this was a treatment center...."We are the Home Depot of treatment" :)
This post will be my first on my way to serious blogging against crack.
So Happy Crack Attacking!
We will see you here soon and often...
The Crack Conqueror DVC, CCR, 75913
Friday, May 30, 2008
Stupidity
Coming here to post an addiction website! How stupid is that. Oh yeah crack is just another addiction, right? Go ahead and go to meetings and call your sponsor and have that stop the demonic pull to smoke crack. Afterall that works, right? Why do stupid people keep trying to change what works. I know! Without the theory of addiction instilling the fear that "their way" is the way to stop crack! Ask a true blue professional crackhead (oops I mean crack-addicted person) what stops crack for them! I know you will NEVER hear them say, I just make that call or walk to a meeting. Yeah that'll really work to stop the enemy! The enemy? Crack is not the enemy. It is an addiction only....
Listen stupid people...in case you did not know I see stupid people....I have been given the gift of "seeing stupidity"...and the stupidity I see surrounding crack, is more than amazing. CRACK COCAINE IS THE DEVILSCANDY!
Oh it's not? Well then what is it really? I would like someone who has never smoked crack to answer that. You will find your answer on page 13, section 75 and the 913th word on the page. BUT before you go there...read Proverbs 12:1.
Oh there you go again Todd, preaching God again.
Well without God life sucks. Then when you add crack...life really sucks. But hey it must be really complicated to stop smoking crack. We have to remember all the people who need to get paid to stop crack...judges sentencing crackheads to 12 steps, the insurance backed "programs", the "addiction specialists" and all the rest of the network that believes all crackheads have bi-polar and have had some deep family issue along withn some brian mal-function that leads to crack.
Can't we crackheads all just get along. All crackheads want the "usual" programs to keep going because that will insure crackheads getting and continuing to get and smoke crack...and we really understand that they will have this "addiction" the rest of their lives.
Gloom and doom.
Can't stop.
My sponsor wasn't home.
Boo hoo stopping crack can't be that simple.
It must stay impossible...unless.............................
Todd
Listen stupid people...in case you did not know I see stupid people....I have been given the gift of "seeing stupidity"...and the stupidity I see surrounding crack, is more than amazing. CRACK COCAINE IS THE DEVILSCANDY!
Oh it's not? Well then what is it really? I would like someone who has never smoked crack to answer that. You will find your answer on page 13, section 75 and the 913th word on the page. BUT before you go there...read Proverbs 12:1.
Oh there you go again Todd, preaching God again.
Well without God life sucks. Then when you add crack...life really sucks. But hey it must be really complicated to stop smoking crack. We have to remember all the people who need to get paid to stop crack...judges sentencing crackheads to 12 steps, the insurance backed "programs", the "addiction specialists" and all the rest of the network that believes all crackheads have bi-polar and have had some deep family issue along withn some brian mal-function that leads to crack.
Can't we crackheads all just get along. All crackheads want the "usual" programs to keep going because that will insure crackheads getting and continuing to get and smoke crack...and we really understand that they will have this "addiction" the rest of their lives.
Gloom and doom.
Can't stop.
My sponsor wasn't home.
Boo hoo stopping crack can't be that simple.
It must stay impossible...unless.............................
Todd
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Answer to 2 Questions
1st: I do not believe crack depletes brain cells. I believe it adds "stupid brain cells". I smoked crack everyday for 10 years and I still have most of my brain cells although some would disagree. :) I do notice some "physical" stuff from crack It affected my sight and hearing, but as far as "smart", I am still smart even after 10 years of crack. If such anger is present, I do not believe they are free...maybe stopped but such anger with freedom is a plan to smoke crack. Go listen to my show about "crack-anger". Crackheads with money go to jail, prison or die! Crackheads who can't get crack, pout, shout, argue, fight and use anger as a reason to go out again. The time associated with this anger has nothing to do with anything. Anger is being used as a means to be unhappy and that will lead to smoking crack because "things are so tough", QUOTE:"You just don't understand"!, Yeah I understand...you can't smoke crack! Boo-hoo. So if I can't smoke crack, I will make everyone else miserable. I do not believe they are "saved". I am very leery of the "phrase" used to say someone has turned their lives to God, instead we are "saved" yet our lives are still in a "pile of crap"? and this is what God had in mind? by saving us? I think not. So if a person is "saved" and yet act like an ass, is that being saved? and then what do you do?
Tell him to do our program and see if he is for real or not. I suspect he will get MORE angry when you try this and then you will see the truth.
2nd: I do nt belive crack causes "bi-polar". I believe the medical field does not know what to do with crackheads and are using the "symptoms" of a crackhead to say they have "bi-polar". In our ministry we have seen over the last 9 years about 75% of crackheads are diagnosed with "bi-polar". Rather than looking at the inside "spirituallity", it is immediately "bi-polar". I was told I have severe "bi-polar". Well what do you think? I have "bi-polar" because I smoked crack? No Todd you have "bi-polar" because all the things caused by crack are showing up as "bi-polar"! Hmmm?! If that is true then I have found the "CURE" for "bi-polar" and that is the DVC Ministry methods for crack cocaine and the bi-product is a cure for bi-polar. How cool is that! :)
I hope I have answered both questions to you satisfaction,
Todd
Tell him to do our program and see if he is for real or not. I suspect he will get MORE angry when you try this and then you will see the truth.
2nd: I do nt belive crack causes "bi-polar". I believe the medical field does not know what to do with crackheads and are using the "symptoms" of a crackhead to say they have "bi-polar". In our ministry we have seen over the last 9 years about 75% of crackheads are diagnosed with "bi-polar". Rather than looking at the inside "spirituallity", it is immediately "bi-polar". I was told I have severe "bi-polar". Well what do you think? I have "bi-polar" because I smoked crack? No Todd you have "bi-polar" because all the things caused by crack are showing up as "bi-polar"! Hmmm?! If that is true then I have found the "CURE" for "bi-polar" and that is the DVC Ministry methods for crack cocaine and the bi-product is a cure for bi-polar. How cool is that! :)
I hope I have answered both questions to you satisfaction,
Todd
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Here We Go Again
Well now that our site is looking like the most powerful website in the world to attack crack cocaine. Of course those that are saying "attack crack"? what is that?
We know how to destroy crack forever. It will take a lot more than just meetings and a sponsor. Crack cocaine IS the devils candy. Do you think the enemy will just let us take the evil candy away that ruin lives and has a sweetness of deception so deep we cannot really see what crack is.
Oh well...crack is crack...sad but true!
Todd
We know how to destroy crack forever. It will take a lot more than just meetings and a sponsor. Crack cocaine IS the devils candy. Do you think the enemy will just let us take the evil candy away that ruin lives and has a sweetness of deception so deep we cannot really see what crack is.
Oh well...crack is crack...sad but true!
Todd
Sunday, January 13, 2008
WOW! How cool is this!
Just like this Festival jam...when we persevere in FAITH...great things happen!
Congratulation Son. I knew you could do it. I am amazed at your growth over the last
75 days, and more amazed at my own. You have been an inspiration for many and this old man is among the many. I feel confident that the next 75 days will bring more growth and
inspiration. I am actually on your day one now, so let us continue in our growth together.
Thanks MiKe.
I love You
Dad
Thanks dad and I love you very much. I am very thankful that you have been a prt of this with me even though we are 2,000 miles apart.
I am really excited that you want to do the 2nd round with me. Im going to buy you one of the 75 Day DIYGTCF Books and send it to you, that way you can read it and the posts I make will make a little more sense as to whay I am focusing on certain things petaining to that day.
I know its hard for you but if you can try and listen to the daily radio shows to, they shed a lot on this whole thing and i know you would enjoy them.
I love you and am blessed to have you for my dad!!
7:15.....+.......75--------+--------13
Friday, January 04, 2008
Grace & Consequences
Grace & Consequences...
The sooned we take FULL responsibility for our consequences from OUR smoking crack cocaine, the sooner we can really start the true journey to freedom.
It was so bad it is embarrassing to even tell myself. The memories now are the kinds that make you put your head in your hands and say in breathy sighs, “Oh my God”.
It was so bad I should have died. The physical abuse to myself was horrendous. The price I pay later in life I truly hope has some grace bestowed upon it.
It was so bad I ruined every relationship I ever had. I ruined my relationship with life. I ceased to exist. I was written off many times. Never to correct himself. A crack-head lifer earning a degree in crackology to become a crackologist.
It was so bad living in my car was Ok. That way no rent was due.
It was so bad...
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Most of the Time
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Most of the Time we do not take crack cocaine seriously. We make it to be just another drug. Crack LOVES this advantage. Crack LOVES to stay labeled as "just a drug". That way it can surround you and attack before you know what hit you. SO...because we now know this, why would we take that chance? I would suggest you take a chance on this ministry...the DVC Ministry...and quit thinking you know how to stop crack cocaine...if you did...you would not be reading this right now!
Todd
Friday, December 28, 2007
Todd
I remember driving to meet Todd. I remember it because I was rehearsing for the entire evening. How I would to talk and walk. How I would control my words and stay cool, not break a sweat. Most of all, how I would appear exciting but not excited.
We met at a local downtown Grand Rapids bar. As I walked through the door I tried not to hyperventilate, I spotted Todd right away. The first thing came to my mind was oh my gosh!...he is so tiny. How in the world am I going to get out of this? I shook his hand (tightly so that he knew I wouldn't put up with any crap). Then he asked me what I wanted to drink. I told him “Bud Lite”. He predicted I would change my taste for it now that I met him. As he stood at the bar paying for our drinks, I did notice his nicely shaped butt … (sorry could not help myself had to put that in).
We met at a local downtown Grand Rapids bar. As I walked through the door I tried not to hyperventilate, I spotted Todd right away. The first thing came to my mind was oh my gosh!...he is so tiny. How in the world am I going to get out of this? I shook his hand (tightly so that he knew I wouldn't put up with any crap). Then he asked me what I wanted to drink. I told him “Bud Lite”. He predicted I would change my taste for it now that I met him. As he stood at the bar paying for our drinks, I did notice his nicely shaped butt … (sorry could not help myself had to put that in).
Friday, December 21, 2007
The Last Page
Is there one simple cure or program? At the moment no. Maybe there never will be. Crackheads are complicated substance abusers. We are people, mostly women with some primitive instincts, which can force us into a heart-mode separating artistically every single aspect of life not related to a problem we insist on solving with the shear, will of just our heart. My daughter said I helped. So- it was GOD, he says! He is not denying all the other things but…Todd said he was so terrified of the feeling, the overwhelming lure of that future moment he was sure no matter how many sponsors or books or meetings or memorizing of triggers or help of any kind-he could not resist.
It was a lot of things, least of all the right time. Time to collect-time to understand-time to hurt too much-but what I wanted above all………
Todd's miracle was a package deal. He did try to help himself and we learned how to help him; many people including a society of people, the counselors bravely walking through wilderness with no road map for crackheads. Pat at Bail Bonds Dept., whose last name I never knew, came into our lives so briefly yet was part of this miracle. I would not want to take one card form the house of cards for fear it would all tumble down. It is hard for me to separate any one part of all the things that helped Todd, and say this is the one that really did it. He traveled a long road with many people to even get miracle status. Perhaps he needed to. But for Todd, after collecting all he had collected on his journey, and taking this journey with all the people he did, his terror of the desire was the greatest obstacle and only GOD could remove that. And HE did.
It was a lot of things, least of all the right time. Time to collect-time to understand-time to hurt too much-but what I wanted above all………
Todd's miracle was a package deal. He did try to help himself and we learned how to help him; many people including a society of people, the counselors bravely walking through wilderness with no road map for crackheads. Pat at Bail Bonds Dept., whose last name I never knew, came into our lives so briefly yet was part of this miracle. I would not want to take one card form the house of cards for fear it would all tumble down. It is hard for me to separate any one part of all the things that helped Todd, and say this is the one that really did it. He traveled a long road with many people to even get miracle status. Perhaps he needed to. But for Todd, after collecting all he had collected on his journey, and taking this journey with all the people he did, his terror of the desire was the greatest obstacle and only GOD could remove that. And HE did.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Pissy People
Sometimes crack causes pissyness.
Years had passed since the phone call to me in Nashville and his crack crap was suddenly thrown at me, before the crack-crap had spread out to include more than him and us.
I suppose he got tired. He had tried keeping a fabulous job and life together with crack. He had tried a cry for help to us, and we could not find the help from experts he needed. He had tried giving up, giving into it, living in squalor at the bottom of life, with crack, and could not do it. He had tried keeping a half of a life together with crack, and some petty employee crime. What was left?
It turned out that Todd was right. He did not need the money I was keeping from him to do crack. The detectives and police and business owners started to show up at my door, and call on my telephone about six months into his retail sales job. Todd had written several bad checks over the last year. Most were under $100. It was difficult to know if this was during an off time, on time, good time, and bad time or in between time because his life was so cluttered with all of the crack-crap.
By then he was into just shrugging, frantically wondering if he was going to jail. He would smile in and at all the right times and right places. There was just a hopeless exhaustion and had reached a point in his life where he just shrugged and said this is my life as it were.
Years had passed since the phone call to me in Nashville and his crack crap was suddenly thrown at me, before the crack-crap had spread out to include more than him and us.
I suppose he got tired. He had tried keeping a fabulous job and life together with crack. He had tried a cry for help to us, and we could not find the help from experts he needed. He had tried giving up, giving into it, living in squalor at the bottom of life, with crack, and could not do it. He had tried keeping a half of a life together with crack, and some petty employee crime. What was left?
It turned out that Todd was right. He did not need the money I was keeping from him to do crack. The detectives and police and business owners started to show up at my door, and call on my telephone about six months into his retail sales job. Todd had written several bad checks over the last year. Most were under $100. It was difficult to know if this was during an off time, on time, good time, and bad time or in between time because his life was so cluttered with all of the crack-crap.
By then he was into just shrugging, frantically wondering if he was going to jail. He would smile in and at all the right times and right places. There was just a hopeless exhaustion and had reached a point in his life where he just shrugged and said this is my life as it were.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Crack Sucks
The journeys that crack took me on, ended up being many blessings. It exposed me to the evil side of life. It is there that I found and ate and loved the “Devil’s Candy”. This hideous stuff could be nothing but evil.
The insanity of smoking crack and doing nothing else but smoking crack every awake moment of everyday is maddening. I had a relentless desire to smoke crack at any and all expense. I did this no matter what, no matter who, no matter how, no matter why, no matter when, no matter where, no matter…it was truly a horrible passion.
When I finally looked at crack-cocaine as an actual force, I concluded that this is by far more than just substance abuse or addiction. This is when I was finally able to fight the tremendous pull crack-cocaine has on one’s soul and spirit.
The question becomes, “Why do crack?”, if this is what happens and the consequences that follow.
Standard treatment does not address the extreme possession that occurs during crack use. To say we need to treat crack like all other ‘drugs’ could be a mistake. The Devil’s candy does take you over. It possesses you and completely destroys your soul and spirit. If you ask a crack-head if and when they ever decided to try and quit and they might have said, “I am never going to smoke crack again!” What happens? The temptations come at you faster and harder. The urges and triggers jump at you to the point where you start entertaining thoughts of the “Devil’s Candy” again and now you are off to the races again. At times believe it or not it seems easier to keep smoking crack than to quit and deal with the onslaught of the most intense spiritual battle one could ever imagine. Getting past that is no different than making any commitment to GOD and getting the ‘fallen angel’ gunning for you constantly. For years I battled over this.
Todd
The insanity of smoking crack and doing nothing else but smoking crack every awake moment of everyday is maddening. I had a relentless desire to smoke crack at any and all expense. I did this no matter what, no matter who, no matter how, no matter why, no matter when, no matter where, no matter…it was truly a horrible passion.
When I finally looked at crack-cocaine as an actual force, I concluded that this is by far more than just substance abuse or addiction. This is when I was finally able to fight the tremendous pull crack-cocaine has on one’s soul and spirit.
The question becomes, “Why do crack?”, if this is what happens and the consequences that follow.
Standard treatment does not address the extreme possession that occurs during crack use. To say we need to treat crack like all other ‘drugs’ could be a mistake. The Devil’s candy does take you over. It possesses you and completely destroys your soul and spirit. If you ask a crack-head if and when they ever decided to try and quit and they might have said, “I am never going to smoke crack again!” What happens? The temptations come at you faster and harder. The urges and triggers jump at you to the point where you start entertaining thoughts of the “Devil’s Candy” again and now you are off to the races again. At times believe it or not it seems easier to keep smoking crack than to quit and deal with the onslaught of the most intense spiritual battle one could ever imagine. Getting past that is no different than making any commitment to GOD and getting the ‘fallen angel’ gunning for you constantly. For years I battled over this.
Todd
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